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New。2008/8/13
挑战。一场异常的比赛。
完美的开局。
异常的比分。
不可思议的表演。
四分之三的灵感。
不完美的结局。
异常的比分。
我们的梦终于醒了。
这会是最后一次吗。
这还会是一种挑战吗。
一个片段早已经结束。
而我，其实还在思索中。
2008/8/12
清洁。清洁，甚至已经成为我的迷信。过去，污秽肮脏可以是致命的，“污秽招来老鼠，老鼠引发鼠疫”。现在，我观察一个人是否洁净就像观察一个人是否诚恳那样：适当的家务，可以让人变得温柔。
清洁，是人类与生俱有的能力。目睹日常的一切在清洁中渐臻清白，就像在淡淡的紫草熏香里呼吸，瞬间柔暖平和。
拖地板是乏味的吗？那就想象“赤着双脚，用大桶水冲洗房间”的快乐，那似乎是曾经见证过越南殖民地时代仆役的孩子和白人孩子的伟大情谊。
洗衣则是稍稍复杂的家务：要把衣服在不同的网兜分类，然后加入芳香的洗衣粉。如果是毛衣，要加一小勺光亮的“丝毛净”；如果是颜色比较鲜艳的衣服，则要在C盒里加彩漂；如果哪位先生整天应酬满满而又怕被汗水溶解过的衬衫领子“发黑”、“发臭”，那我会建议你最好每天把你的衬衫都用清水洗一下即可。只要是没有油污而仅有汗液那清水洗涤的效果也似乎不错；如果某位小姐的肌肤“细腻”、“敏感”，热爱“柔软的拥裹”，则不妨再加一点衣物柔顺剂……关上筒门，按下洗涤，不长的等待之后，我们都能看到神奇的生活细节：“污秽消失，满目清白，芳香饴人”，媲美面包新鲜出炉的盛况。
以往，我们谈过理想也谈过道德，谈过文化也谈过纪律，谈过书籍也谈过未来。而现在，我们开始谈论清洁，谈论琐碎的床单换洗和衣物熨烫，那是一种更为脚踏实地，亲密无间的人间情份。
当然，在你和水分子亲密接触之后，一定要涂上厚厚的护手霜。因为清洁有时也会侵蚀皮肤。约会佳时，衣装洁净，双手柔滑，不堪一握，才是王道。
2008/8/6
Youth。Youth is not a time'f life, but a state'f mind; it's not a matter'f rosy cheeks, red lips & supple knees, but a matter'f the will, a quality 'f the imagination, a vigor'f the emotions; it's the freshness'f the deep springs'f life.
Youth is neither attractive nor tempting, it's surely not the age'f u anytime, it's around us. Here it is, "youth", it'll still be here forever. For that, years may wrinkle the skin, but to give up enthusiasm wrinkles the soul. Worry, fear, self-distrust bows the heart & turns the spring back to dust.
Whether 95, 60 or 22, there's in every human being's heart the lure'f wonder, the unfailing childlike appetite'f what's next & the joy'f the game'f living. In the centre'f ur heart & also my heart there's a wireless station: so long as it receives messages'f beauty, hope, cheer, courage & power from men & also from the Infinite, so long are u young. When the "aerials" down, & ur spirit is covered with snows'f cynicism & the ice'f pessimism, then u r grown old, even at 18 or 22, but as long as ur aerials are up to catch waves'f optimism, there's hope u may keep young at 90, 100 or even much more...
2008/8/2 Around U。 思念的确是一种很玄的东西，时刻陪在人的左右，不经意间侵袭着人们的感情神经。
思念某些人，远方的，过去的，身边的。 思念很美，留在记忆里的，某年的温馨与烂漫。 当莜猪每次打电话来和我聊3、4个小时的时候，口头上吵闹着说快点挂线很烦人，其实很想很想沉浸在过去的回忆中。 那时的我们整天的笑，无忧无虑。也会想如果我们选择的路一样那是多么的好，起码不再这样孤单。
思念是回忆。
思念是酸甜。
思念就像一条河，流着心中那场梦。 思念也像一首歌，唱着我们的挚爱。 那些曾经的片段，那些曾经的记忆。
那些曾经一起走过的日子，那些曾经的你和我。
时间会变，或许只有我们不会变。
空间会变，或许只有距离不遥远。
思念的日子，还有多长。
其实很短，因为我从不曾远行，从不曾离开过你。
2008/8/1
Happy Birthdays。 /7.28.:老瓦[#25#]（斯潘）生日。 >>Age24<< -嘉兴。
/8.01.:姐姐[#19#]（果蝇）生日。 >>Age25<< -上海。
|8.02.:妹妹[#33#]（莜猪）生日。 >>Age21<< -新加坡城。
|8.07.:队长[#40#]（大孙）生日。 >>Age24<< -康斯坦丁。
\8.11.:哥哥[#30#]（振华）生日。 >>Age24<< -杭州。
\8.12.:哥哥[#14#]（大炮）生日。 >>Age27<< -旧金山。
不到半个月里，我身边就有6个人过生日。
6个人在6个不同的日子在6个不同的城市分别度过自己的生日。
是的。他们都在我身边。因为我们都不曾离开过。
生命中的朋友那么多，就像候鸟一样的去去留留。
我这里没有太多的华丽，只有最简单最朴素的祝福。
Happy Birthdays。
Alles Gute zu den Geburtstage。
2008/7/31
New Style。   The pure, the bright & the beautiful, that stirred our hearts in youth.
The impulses to wordless prayer, the dreams'f love and truth, the longing after something's lost, the spirit's yearning cry, the strivin' after better hopes...
These things can never die.
The timid hand stretched forth to aid, a brother in his need, a kindly word in grief's dark hour, that proves a friend indeed.
The plea for mercy softly breathed, when justice threatens nigh, the sorrow'f a contrite heart...
These things must never die.
Let nothing pass for every hand, must find some work to do.
Lose not a chance to waken love, and be firm, just, & true, so shall a light that cannot fade, beam on thee from on high. And angel voices say to thee...
These things shall never die.
To see a world in a grain'f sand, & a heaven in a wild flower.
Hold infinity in the palm'f ur hand, & eternity in an hour.
Love, peace & music.
The forever home for all mankind.
That's ur own stage.
Where amazing happens...
Lingered。2008/7/21
I come back。 I come back every year, I get newer. I'm the dust on the moon, I'm the trash in the sewer.
I come back every year, I get brighter. If u thinkin' Hip Hop is alive hold up ur lighter. I come back every year, I'm expanding. Talkin' to developers 'bout this city we planning.
I come back through any endeavor. This is Hip Hop & we gone last forever. I come back every year, I'm the Strongest, yup we last the longest.
I come back Cuz' I'm not in the physical, I create myself man I live in the spiritual. I come back through the cycles'f life, if u been here once u gone be here twice, So I tell u. I come back Cuz' u must learn too, hip-hop culture is eternal. Hip means to know it's a form of intelligence, to be hip is to be up-date & relevant.
Hop is a form'f movement, u can't just observe a hop, u got to hop up & do it. Hip & Hop is more than music: Hip is the knowledge, hop is the movement.
Hip & Hop is intelligent movement, all relevant movement. We sellin' the music, so write this down on ur black books & journals.
Hip Hop culture is eternal, run & tell all ur friends. An ancient civilization has bee born again, It's a fact!!! Her Infinite Power helpin' Oppressed People, We're unique & unequaled.
Holy Integrated People havin' omnipresent power, the watchman's in the tower'f. "Hydrogen Iodine Phosphorous, Hydrogen Oxygen Phosphorous." That's called "Hip-Hop".
The response'f cosmic consciousness to our condition as "Hip-Hop". We gotta think 'bout the children we bringin' up, when Hip & Hop means intelligence springin' up.
We singing what? "Sickness Hatred Ignorance & Poverty", or "Health Love Awareness & Wealth". As a news that Conni gets her eternal equip & Grech flyin' to 'ur new stage, when I come back through.
As a news that JoJo does things 'bout the faith we learning & Skitty besides only 1/4 accompanyin' with me, when I come back throuigh...
We will be there forever, we will still be there forever. Get what I'm saying, Forever!!!
That's That & that's That...
  2008/7/19
奖赏。好久没有写中文日记了。但是今天还是写了些中文的东西。一个学期又过去了。这个学期我完成了很多事情，也终于达成了一个心愿。
多少的昨天，我都在盼望着一个梦想的实现。因为那是我曾经答应过家人的一个梦想/而到今天为止，虽然不能说我已经实现了这个梦想，但是可以肯定的一点是，我已经离这个梦想的实现很近很近了，至少比我上个假期回国时候近了很多。记得5月初的某一天，我在电话那头听到父亲的声音的时候，我的感触很深。因为我觉得，我要实现那个愿望，和家里人的支持是分不开的。
前段时间，给我的朋友们准备了些礼物，而今天，我也给自己买了一件东西，奖赏自己，我也不知道为什么要这么做，只是觉得，那是我渴望了好久的一件东西，而今天我让自己得到了它，也算是对自己前一段时间所做的一切的肯定吧。
之后晚上开始整理自己的一些文件，也包括E社区服务器上的文件，忽然发现了一个经典错误——文件复制的循环冗余（CRC）错误，目前正在求助于电脑高手，并且希望尽早解决这个烦人的问题。
（To Be Continued）
2008/7/16
Keep our Directions。What would u do if u failed? Many people may choose to give in &/or give up. However, the surest way to success is to keep our direction & stick to our GOAL.
Like they say, on our way to success, we must keep our direction. It may be just like a lamp, guidin' us in darkness & helpin' us overcome obstacles on our way. Otherwise, we will easily get lost &/or hesitate to go ahead.
Direction means objectives &/or destination. We can get nowhere without an objective or a destination in life. Above all, we can try to write our objective on paper & make some plans to achieve it. In this way, we will know how to arrange our time & to spend our time properly. And we should also have a belief that we're sure to succeed as long as we keep our directions all the time.
2008/7/14
Separate。If the dream is big enough, the facts don't count. But only our love should be not. It ain't true.
It's summer in July but cold here with the tempature only 5°C, icy cold also in my heart & soul only cuz'f 'ur separating. You belong to neither, leaves have withered, Your face is pale & blue, a tearful smile. Something in your eyes, whispers sentences'f last good-bye. My heart sinks down, tears surge out.
Back to hot summer 2005, stayin' & accompanyin' with Cheerful Cocktail. You took my hand & so we fled into another world'f band. You sat by my side, long hair tied behind, cool and killin'. Smile floatin' on the lemonade, soft & smooth, being amazed. Your face looked like the cover'f the magazine. My head spin. You led my hand, danced along the crazy theme. & then light vied with wine, elegance mixed with fragrance, laughin' covered by greetings, the crowed was busy at handshakin'. You just stood there, eyes on me. I trembled at the sparkles, brighter than the light. A masterpiece from God, I felt dizzy. We were not near, yet we were together.
Day by/after day, still cravin' ur love, but...It ain't to be enough, but exp......
 Stars shinin' bright above u, night breezes seem to whisper "I love u".
Birds singing in the sycamore tree, dream a little dream'f me. Say "Nightie night" & kiss me, just hold me tight & tell me you'll miss me. While I'm alone & blue as can be, dream a little dream'f me. Stars fadin' but I linger on, dear, still cravin' ur kiss. I'm longin' to linger till dawn, dear, just sayin' this. Sweet dreams till sunbeams find u, sweet dreams that leave all worries behind u. But in ur dreams whatever they be, dream a little dream'f me. 2008/7/12
Where regret happens。That was the last photos I've ever got from my first love. But now 3 years have gone by/later, here I am in Germany but she is still in our hometown Hangzhou. I might be over her now. Everytime I remember those days, lookin' at each other on the roof & talkin', I feel really down. I wonder where she is now, if we will even meet & get-together again... At 1 point I know, I could never forget my first love.
What my desired happiness looks like? & How far would I go for love? That's really hard & with a lot'f trouble elems. But all at one, happiness is just a journey, not a destination. So, what someone's told me, that work like you don't need money, love like you've never been hurt, & dance like no one's watchin', is so useful to explain that what's goin' on every future seconds, if I still love her & never give up for that moment when our love's turned back. But, it's too late. I could only see what happens even irrecoverable & where regret happens.
或许我们都已经忘记了各自前进的方向。
或许我们的记忆都已经褪色。
没有眼泪，没有遗憾，没有记忆，没有伤心。
千山万水已经走过，不见最初的云。
2008/7/11
"Encore" MC Live 2005 for Whom I Yearn。On the 11th'f July 2005, I was standin' on the stage & gave you a solo concert called "encore". Time flies, 3 years'd gone. No memories but I'm surely remember that every moments cuz'I have learned that a solo concert is every recording artiste's dream. For that moment, your world is the STAGE.
I'm normal but also had that. It was cool...Once, I've written a diary named "the Dream'f a Recording Boy" -All the intangibles, the elusive dreams, the fire and breath that accompanies each song that you sing, streams in.The addiction. I don't really know where it ends, the world that begins in my head and the applause in the background that seems to go on and on and on, like you don't know if you are alone, or in a crowd. Or when you see the faces, some thrilled, some composed, some bewiteded, some placid, some in love. Someone screams, someone listens. And the musicians' composure, intent on delivering, grooving to the food of our soul. The glistening performens, stirred by the beat, heats up the entire temple. It was that true, I really enjoyed the "process" that time on the STAGE.
Remember that everything what happened that night, it was so excited...for I've no sentences to discribe. After 3 Years, It's TODAY!!! As presents, I'll share every best hits just for you...
  多少风光 是不断逼迫自己去挑战原本认为不可能的结果... 多少精彩 是在连自己都害怕的仓惶下卯力搏得的欣慰...
多少掌声 是挺着愈合不了的伤口和疼痛咬牙演出的交换... 多少支持 是献尽热情却暗地里冷落自己而换来的代价...
2008/7/10
Joys of Friendship。Recently, one'f my best friends, whom I've shared just 'bout everything with since the first day'f we've known, spent the week with me. Since I go to study in Germany 3 years ago, we've both always looked forward to the few times years when we can see each other. Over the week, we spent hours & hours, stayin' up late into the night, talkin' 'bout the people she was hangin' around with. She started tellin' me stories 'bout her new friends, classmates & workmates. & also 'bout a workmate how she experimented with drug & was into other self-destructive behavior. I was blown away!!! She told me how she had been lyin' to her parents 'bout where she was goin' & even sneakin' out to see this guy cuz'they didn't want her around her. No matter how hard I tried to tell her that she deserved better, she didn't believe me. Her self-respect seemed to have disappeared.
I tried to convince her whom'd gone into a self-destructive behavior that she was ruinin' her future & headin' for big trouble. I felt like I was gettin' nowhere. I just couldn't believe that she really thought it was acceptable to hang with a bunch of losers, especially her Workmate. By the time she was done, I was really worried about her & exhausted by the experience. It had been so frustrating, I had come close to tellin' her several times during the week that maybe we had just grown too far apart to continue our friendship - but I didn't. I put the power'f friendship to the ultimate test. We'd been friends for far too long. I had to hope that she valued me enough to know that I was tryin' to save her from hurting herself. I wanted to believe that our friendship could conquer anything.
A few days later, she called to say that she had thought long and hard about our conversation, and then she told me that she'd left with her workmate. Cuz'it's really hard to do everything with that one. I just listened on the other end'f the phone with tear'f joy runnin' down my face. It was one'f the truly rewarding moments in our lives. Never had I been so proud'f a friend.
Like they say, "A friend walk in when the rest'f the world walks out." Yes.. Cuz'sometimes in life, you can find a special friend. Someone who can change your life just by being part'f it. He/She can make you laugh until you can't stop, He/She can also make you believe that there really is good & "the truth" in the world. & he/she can convince you that there really is an unlocked door just waitin' for you to open it. This is called "Forever Friendship". It's natural, but timeless...
When you're down, & the world seems dark &/or empty, your forever friend can lift you up in spirits and makes that dark & empty world suddenly seem bright & full, gets you through the hard times, the sad times, & the confused times. If you turn & walk away, your forever friend follows. & if you lose you way, he/she guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend always holds your hand & tells you that everything is going to be okay. July begins with "J"。2008/7/4
Jogging。Like they say, in any situation, want the psychology which keep calm optimistic & keep the humour. It's only hospitable with the passion, could gain positive life & happy life. The excessive one is angry or unhappy, not only it wouldn't help matters, perhaps but also will make the thing or the situation poorer instead. Persons who help oneself, it is helped. & when u fail or in the predicament can help u, make u regain the hope, see the bright one again, have urself only! It helps powerhouses.
Life is a melody... 张鸿 says...Sometimes also looks like "jogging"... & surely long long way to go... In July, It's so comfortable, with long day & beautiful sunny roade, that I am always get "inebriation". However, the value'f "life"---- the real life, appear in the efforts unremittingly are studied.. Don't pursue the perfection, it is perfect not to have in life.
I'll be back soon. I'm going to have a nice summer vacation at home. I see, treasure, treasure & treasure every1, everything & every secs... Cuz' We know, every1, everything & every secs that we go through will not reappear..
2008/7/3
Joyce。
Don't wait 4 a smile to be nice & don't wait to be loved, to love.
Don't wait to be lonely, to recognize the value'f a friend. & don't wait to have time, to be able to serve. Don't wait 4 the best job, to begin to work. & don't wait to have a lot, to share a bit. Don't wait 4 the fall, to remember the advice. & don't wait 4 pain, to believe in prayer. Don't wait 4 anybody else pain, to ask for apologies & neither separation to make it up. Don't wait... Cuz'u don't know how long it will take. But...Just remember that friendship is like wine, it gets better as it grows older. 2008/7/1
Jodies。   July comes. With the temperature 16-23°C, I know the nice sommer comes & also hope that something more than amazing happens in this summer... Happiness is not cuz'how much u is, but how much u care. Cannot change, changin' must change. Contentment brings happiness, & content with one's lot sometimes, it is a lazy, not diligent excuse too. U can find the excuse'f the agony, will find the happy reason too...
The emergence'f anything, all have its inevitable reasons. Anything have definitely, behind bad luck comes good luck, here know it is not the good fortune... The life is a kind'f course. Have not had a dress rehearsal in life, it is the on-the-spot broadcastin' every day. Treasure friend'f u, & u everybody, treasure each party, cuz'each scene that u go through willn't reappear. People live, it is treasured that want every day only should be happy, cuz'everybody will be asleep for a long time...
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