Jorge's。 

 

Unbelievable!! Where more than amazing happens...... Gorgeous & glamorous... Everything goes well , & just beyond the glory...

I've got the scratch'f pen form Jorge. It was almost the one'f the best & most exciting things I've experienced in 2008...

I've got it!!! That's the nortough gain!!! More than everything!!! Cool & Unforgetable!!!

That's that, we'll still be there next season... just beyond the glory & sharing everything excitin' even more than we've imagined...

That moment... I just feel...that...the... world... is... mine...........

30th Jun,2008.....Remember the DaTe... BiG BoX... Razore Banks Sheetser~

 

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曾经，我封存了皮尔斯的亲笔签名球衣，从未穿过一次。

曾经，我封存了和王心凌一起做节目时候的speech.fcd，直到上次驴子上被下视频才被人揭晓。

曾经，我把4张孙燕姿亲笔签名的CD以及第一次看她演唱会的门票永久的放在了抽屉的最里面，封存了整整5年。

曾经，太多的曾经…印象中，要是偶尔有机会拿到个谁的签名绝对可谓“千年一遇”，而若是偶尔有机会碰见几个明星更可以说是奇迹中的奇迹…

 

明星，其实都是很普通。在Jorge的眼里，我居然也是个明星，因为他一直以为我是一个来自中国的Pop Star。

其实是Jorge把所有人都神话了，因为他从来就不觉得自己是明星。他的职业只是一个普通的冰球运动员。

因为Jorge，我知道了“Ice hockey”这项运动。因为Jorge，我经常在关注着Bloomser的比赛。

我没有想到过，我可以取得Jorge的签名。也不曾知道过我也会成为一个幸运的他的小球迷。

下赛季，我将免费拥有Bloomser的所有场次的比赛以及免费车票。（2008.10.22-2009.04.16）

 

我距离一个世界巨星，原来也那么近！！

 

 

Big Edification from Conni。

 

Like they say, many people will walk in & out of our lives. But only true friends will leave footprints in our heart. My dearest sister Conni once told me that, "to handle yourself, please use your head, & to handle others, please use your heart." That's true cuz'she...only she knew me so much except my parents. For she uses her heart to communicate, learn & understand all'f me. 

 

Anger is only one letter short'f danger. If someone betrays once, it is his fault; & if he betrays you twice, it is your fauult. However, I've learned it but so hard to. When I was talking with my best friends, I felt all good feelings only cuz'f the very trust between us. & talking to someone who looks like a "Rookie" of the footprints in my heart, everything goes like that, great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people.

 

I know, someone who loses money, loses much; & someone who loses a friend, loses much more; & someone who loses faith, loses all. That's the truth I've learned last these years. I always ask myself, why I believe all things my best friend especially my dearest sister Conni says, that's that...I have the faith...in my heart, I can know everything, but all only begin with faith.

 

Beautiful younger people are accidents'f nature, but beautiful elder people are works of art. When I was reading my old diaries & thought that what's going on 'bout anything from others, only one way I found is true, "to handle yourself, please use your head, & to handle others, please use your heart." That's the edification from my dearest sister Conni, & gives me a lot...even everything.

 

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I have very negative impression 'bout some1 who does something out'f the unforgettable experience with some others who entirely ragged 兔小云 away. Things ain't what they used to be. I'm really angry. Why you do that at the light'f day? Aren't you my best friend 3 years ago? & aren't you also the best friend'f 兔小云? It's skimble-skamble!!!
 
Maybe I had been biased with my impression against u all cuz'f the earlier experience. However, I believed I have the right to do everything legal and moral. Personally, I'd have nothing to say at anybody's choice for anything he'r she believed in. I totally understood we have freedom'f speech & thoughts. Honestly, I got confused at readin' & hearin' the words'f anger from most'f u. So long as we're consistent with the fundamental norm'f being moral & legal in the way we behaved & expressed ourselves... But why...why, then, should we feel outraged? From what I've learned 'bout that incident, we'd never use a nasty world disgracin' anybody. & We bounced quite well actually. Then, why feel bothered?
 
Back to the case, I was not against the ordinary. & generally, my belief was that stereotyped opinions 'd be banished & by no means could one nasty person represent the whole'f u. & when u'r communicatin' with a teacher from an elite university, the best university in ur mind, only to find out his'r her hostile & biased opinions against ur own mind. The worst thing came from the fact that he'r she actually had no scruple, nor shame, at pitchin' his'r her grandiose ideas & givin' an impressive lecture that u were not goin' to forget but formin' negative impressions against him'r her. Witnessin' it knocked me down.
 
Anyway, I'd bow my thanks to 振华, who always seems to be kind. & especially 果蝇, who I always think the one & the only person I'd trust. But...for those who'd done things unvirtuous to 兔小云, I'll have my own way to deal. You just wait... & u ain't seen nothing yet...

 

 

It's invariably my belief that we'd live through every second'f our life that last for only a few decades with happiness, cuz life's ours to live. However, the fact that someone's life has been in an extremely humdrum course'f late, couple with the gruelin' study assignments & pesky pressure, have been excruciatin' me to no end & relentlessly castin' a damper on my pursuit'f enjoyin' my life to the full.  At that moment, it'd disturb me a great deal to reckon on my life of recent days.  It somehow seems that recently the lack'f touchin' moments, expedient excitements, bright spots & all, has been stokin' monotony & suppressin' an ebullient heart.  Everyday, what is indelibly in my mind & exclusively engrosses my attention is the heavy study, the forthcomin' demanding tests for obtainin' the certificates, and the prospect'f grave "rat race" in the future job-hunting.

 

Once, each morning I drag myself from the bed to get myself well poised for the stressful study, & every night, I lie down in my bed with a maxed-out body.  Groovy life'f this kind with nothing to wrote home 'bout has almost strangled me, & all that I want was to immediately shake off every burden that is more than I could undertake.  Time & again, I felt like I could barely have the leisure to take a deep breath.  However, tough the reality might be & however, stressed I might feel, true's that there is no escapin' the fact that I'd hold on, get it out & never throw a towel.  Anyway, this, with no ground for suspicion, is life & it's the life for everyone without exception available.

 

It's always joyful to listen to the music that can induce me peaceful state'f mind, & to crack a smile at small inspirin' moments.  Over time, I became a bit stronger.  & out of every flop, I learned a worthy lesson.  & I kept lookin' forward & strivin' ahead either at the stickin' point or in hardships.  The thing is that by no means shall I be induced to veer from my right track to dream actualization and self-fulfillment.  Through the ups & downs in life, & the ebbs & flows in yet the even harder aspect which is emotional problems, I grew so much more than stronger & more grateful.  I learned the rudimental thing'f not evadin' but facin' the reality with boldness & dogged willpower, & that persistence will carve out a way to brightness.  Actually, life flops in this field, but so long as we donnot fail to believe & endeavor with adamant effort, it will succeed in another one ultimately.  

 

Excited cuz'f the C's standing at the top'f world, Lost only cuz'f the remembering'f the memories together with someone and/or something that had gone disappear. Happy cuz'f the words'f my dearest sister Conni & my 吹牛姐夫, with a lot'f wishes to lookin' forward this summer for ourselves and/or the sweet future'f them. & also sometimes gorgeous feelin' only cuz'f the unbelievable beaten together with Paul. That's only the simple feelin'f the everyday feelin'f me. & so does the complex life. However, tortuous the life journey is, all that we'd do is to always keep in mind that life's ours to live.  Difficulties will always be there, the bottom line is to confront with & surmount it, the first nut to crack is to spare no effort to dispel worries & concerns from the mind, & the only sure-fire way to success is to work painstakingly with growin' investment'f efforts & flamin; confidence.  Donnot get fiasco-phobic but keep pressin' ahead, all fiascos trampled under the feet.  Through every defeat, there is a valuable lesson to learn, & out of defeat will come roarin' success.

 

Champ's Night。

 

With Russell and Havlicek sittin' courtside, & the "Red" surely lightin' up a victory cigar somewhere, these Boston Celtics returned to glory like the great teams before them ---- Dominant in every way ---- .

 

On a new parquet floor below aging championship banners hung in the rafters two decades back, the Celtics won their 17th NBA title & a first one - at last - for Paul Pierce, Kevin Garnett and Ray Allen - their Big Three for a new generation.

 

After 22 long years, the NBA's gone green.

 

Lifted by ear-splitting chants of "Beat L.A.'' early and cries of "Seven-teen'' in the closing seconds by their adorin' crowd, the Celtics concluded a shockin' rebound of a season with a stunning 131-92 blowout over the Los Angeles Lakers in Game 6 on Tuesday night.

 

"It means so much more because these are the guys, the Havliceks, the Bill Russells & the Cousys,'' Pierce said. "These guys started what's goin' on with those banners. They don't hang up any other banners but championship ones." & "And now I'm a part of it.''

 

With the outcome assured, Boston fans sang into the night as if they're in a pub on nearby Canal Street. They serenaded the newest champs in this city'f champs, and taunted Kobe Bryant & his L's, who drowned in a green-and-white wave for 48 minutes.

 

It's a Champ's night, for us, all the C's fans, all'f the dreaming scheming & screaming become one. & for me, even what's more, cuz' someone's entered our world, who's taken our Number 38 & called "吹牛姐夫".

 

 

 

There was an old classical song named "世上只有妈妈好/Mother is the only best in the world". In fact, father-love is also great, & even greater. Children can't grew up happily & healthy without father-love. Father love is deep, selflessness, grandeur & solemnity. Fathers always donnot express their love to children cuz'f father's normal sublimity & stateliness. However, father-love is beyond expression. Therefore, we'd pay a tribute to our greatest fathers. In a family, father, as head of a household, bears the most pressure in & out. When we were young, our fathers had to should the double responsibilities'f caring for both the elderly and the young. With the heaviest burdens on his shoulders, he didn't complain but worked even harder day and night like a cow.

 

Father is the backbone of the family. As we grow older, we acquire more wisdom & life's philosophy under our father's earnest teaching. We've got the truth'f our lives, & we graduated, landed a satisfactory job & then got married. However, father, with his silver hair & amiable smile, still bends his back, working in the fields. Life had bent his back, but never his soul. Like they said, "Father is a lifelong farmer." The characteristics'f the Chinese laborers are deeply rooted in his vein.

 

In family-lives, fathers always play the most difficult role in the arduous internal affairs. Of all the festivals, Father's Day may be the most easily forgotten holiday. Even in the metropolis, I'm afraid, this festival may be inevitably ignored by the busy crowd. Still fewer people would set aside a day to spend some time with their dearest fathers. On the other side, as fathers, they also donnot care about their festival. It is not because they donnot want the holiday, or they are not romantic. In fact, it is due to the heavy pressure on their shoulders that they have little time to rest & breathe the fresh air.

 

My father, a highly qualified intellectual, is a upright, honest, intellectual, hardworking, saving & wise man who pay all his attention to care & protect me all his life. Though my family's not rich when I was a child, my father used to tell me that "You must be upright, honest, diligent, intellectual & persistent to get what you want instead'f achieving ur dreams by any kind'f means." He is an office-governmenter, well-read and he taught me a lot'f theory and experience which I cannot learn from any books. He's also very serious to my study and daily life, when I was young. Sometimes, he seldom laughed to me cuz'he was afraid I would be loose and relax if he indulged & spoil me, bot only "sometimes", He's in most time certainly a humorous man, with a lot'f sense'f humor. Now, I can totally understand my his behavior now. I am very grateful to my dad for everything he done to me.

 

I have so many hobbies which are the very same as my dad. We all like to take photoes, like to listen to symphony & sonata, play instruments, read books & magzines. Sometimes, we also talk about good articles in the magzine named Reader. That's my home's toilet culture. We read all the articles and then shared our opinions. He said that reader liked a mirrow which reflected social life & psycological world. We can learned many truth from it. We had same opinions when we talked about good articles, but he had more insight and foresight than I in each article. So I knew his opinion via talking of life truth. Sometimes, my father told me if he had time to take photose, he would record many beautiful photoes. His footmark is country-wide. He visited almost all the cities, towns in China & also some cities abroad.  I admired he cuz'he visited so many cities. He always told me many stories during his trip. That's why I intend to visit these cities. & I wanna follow his footprint in the future.

 

I was not an industrious child when I studied in middle school. My father always felt disappointing when I took back my bad score. But he was so bovine, kept on telling me sth what I'd do next & also with a lot'f what & how we'd be & to be what. He cheered on every advancement'f me. When he once offered me some ideas to study abroad, & then I've tried my best in study, & when I finally got the offer from a good university in Bayern, Germany, I could see his smile on his face and espacially in his heart.

 

Time flies, today's Father's day, & I'd like to say to my dearest father: Dad, you are toilsome, diligent, canny and hardworking in all your life. Now, your son is adult & I'm going to have the ability to support myself soon. Please donnot worry about me. & please care for yourself. Please enjoy a happy life. Your happiness is my best wishes. I sincerely hope healthy, longevity and Happiness Company with you forever.  I cherish every day I live with you & mum. I love you forever. I love our family forever. My heart is always together with you though I'm far away from hometown & live abroad. I think it's so lucky, that I'm your son. I even wish I'd be your son again after one hundred years if otherworldliness existed... haha...

 

In the end, let's celebrate to our dearest fathers "Happy father's day." And say Loudly, "Dad, I Love You!!!"

 

 

4co19。

 

If I'm not your sun, at least I can try to be your star.

If I'm not your forest, at least I can try to be your tree.
If I'm not your river, at least I can try to be your brook.

If I'm not your sea, at least I can try to be your spray. 

 

To be a bottle of wine, mellow & delicious. 
To be a cup of tea, strong & luscious. 
To be a glass of water, clean & limpid.

Roots & branches, simply the way I remember.

 

If I'm your star, I'll light your life in bright.

If I'm your tree, I'll paint your life in green.

If I'm your brook, I'll certainly run just for you forever.

If I'm your spray, I'll sing just for you all the time. 

 

I see, even each blade of grass has got its own sky in the sun, & that's my genuine smile just for you.

Big or small, much or little, great or ordinary, I think it doesn't matter. The importance is trying to be the best of you.

 

 

Because of the dream flies, the long distance will be closing. Because of the Polaris guides, the true love still awakens. Because of the voice of flowers, the winter will be getting away from here. Because of the footprints of the sun, warmth walks towards the earth.

 

Go across the border of darkness is the polar day of love. I'd like to waiting for the predawn that we'll be meeting,  waiting 4u to get together. Go forward towards the sunrise is the sky of the polar day forever. I'd like to be your eternal fine, accompany u in "cloud" & "breeze".

 

I've learned that, Love is really like eating wasabi, a rollercoaster ride, brushing ur hair with a metal-toothed brush, a cold shower, singing on stage... all at one time, especially the feeling'f first love, that's true, but for years...

 

When the advent of departure comes once again, my darling, please don't worry. I think I can still see our trust, even we both lose bright. The happiness is a kind of agreement that in the future performs. I'd like to be the one you only loved, stay forever in your heart. When the lonely night comes, my darling, I miss you so much. Although we've broken up, I'd know that I still remember our days & nights when we've been together. I only except the future cuz'I still believe the true love, I'd only presume the truth that I'll be better.

 

 

P.s.: I saw some old photos of Yun only by accident, when I talked with my sister Conni, & also with Cyndi at the same time, when I wanna find some old photos of "LabJack", but the wrong folder opened. I'm a little bit down, when I remember that something passed.  But I konw, I'm OK now, only cuz'f you all. I need only our relationship & friendship, but not the love. I think I'll find true love in the future, & so do Yun. I still believe that both'f us'll certainly be better...

 

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Music。

 

Maybe I've never learned what is "music" & how to define "music". I only know, when I am down or troubles come, I listen to the music & get better. And when I am really happy or make some oho, I also listen to the music & feel even greater.. Whether joyful or painful I listen to the music. There's no question that music moves me, & good music doesn't have to be categorized.

 

Sometimes we get used to reducing music to the sonic of furniture, something just in your room, placed there to make a fashion statement, or only cuz'it just feels comfortable, but just no other reasons. The danger of this is that it makes us forget to strive for something more than just furniture cuz' the audience love it. So seldom do we get a chance like this one, to really make a difference with our music.

 

Our experience reminded me of the strong power of music. The power to communicate, & bring people together in harmony, the power to release some'f that nuclear MAGIC from inside the human-spirit. Although I'm not a careers rmusician, music reminded me of why others who is a musician will be. For the musician, & also for the sportful audience, some good music will certainly always be one of the highlights of our lives.

 

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Blame。

I am in a really perfectly good mood. Not terribly perky, with the aftermath of jet lag & a relative busy schedule, but what makes me unhappy??? It's true, we should be about reporting facts as accurately and objectively as possible. But...nowadays it seems a wild and vivid imagination is one of the prerequisite.

 

I cannot say I'm good and all patient with nosy & unfamiliar reporters who seem all out to sensationalise & magnify whatever negative news they can get their hands on.

 

But who's blaming me for that? I'm confused... What's up??? Why you wrote twice, that goes on and on and on reporting??? Although I know I'm the one'f your best close friends & also as one'f your best classmates, so I showed you some'f my secret diaries, but why you do that, only with your wild and vivid imagination to understand? Don't you know, an exaggeration is a blood relation to falsehood and nearly as blamable???

 

Ok, that's all..it's over... I'm sorry, I won't share the rest at all.  Only Conni is exceptable, cuz'I only trust her. But even not others, otherwise I'd only punish myself again.

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断章四则。

 

“不随波逐流，不人云亦云”，是独立个性的表现；“富贵不能淫，贫贱不能移，威武不能屈”是卓越个性的表现；“不以物喜，不以自悲”，是超凡个性的表现。刘墉先生说，“美好的个性为大家所喜爱，具有良好的个性更要保持和发扬。”

 

话说，“难分真与假，人面多险诈，几许有共享荣华，檐畔水滴不分差。”因为是朋友，所以不必猜疑。因为是朋友，所以我们习惯性的都能感应彼此的心。那份思念，疲倦的惦念，其实我们都一样。

 

话说，“无知井里蛙，徒望添声价，空得意目光如麻，谁料金屋变败瓦。”因为还年轻，所以不必现实。因为还年轻，所以我们习惯性的都能有很多的理想。那种痴狂，无端的张扬，其实我们也都一样。

 

米利曾经问过我，人活着是为了追求什么，精神方面和物质方面的哪个更重要，我告诉她，精神和物质，其实不能去比较，也不能完全用这两个方面去衡量我们所“追求”的目标。换个角度说，快乐才是最重要的。不是吗？徐志摩先生说过：“命里有时终须有，命里无时莫强求。”没错，我们不必去苛求那些未曾得到的，是因为我们从某种意义上讲，都相信命运。雷声风雨打，何用多惊怕，心公正白璧无瑕，行善积德最乐也。人比海里沙，毋用多牵挂，君可见漫天落霞，名利息间似雾化。或许有些东西我们很快就能得到，又很快就能失去，但是这并不重要。就像我们说的，金钱，利益，荣誉，美貌，权力…能够改变一个正人君子的人格吗？

 

 

Memories。

那一年.>>  芒果正黄，下雨天顶着绿叶在果园偷摘这夏季熟透的果实；

那一年.>>  湖水正蓝，我们带着畅快的心情手牵手在苏堤漫步；
那一年.>>  阳光灿烂，你看着我们疯狂的在篮球场上演出潇洒的“High-Flyer”；

那一年.>>  风合日丽，你陪着我一同将整个河坊街带进我们的记忆；
那一年.>>  漫步在操场圆形跑道上，静静躺在看台上仰望星空；

那一年.>>  静坐在教室的课桌前，我们一起数着窗台的雨滴；
那一年.>>  迎着呼啸的北风，在校门口发抖，只为了老师偷偷稍来的一盒炒粉；

那一年.>>  顶着盛夏的烈日，在街角一同等待，只为了那将要被我们偷走的小小幸运；
那一年.>>  偷偷的摸进饭堂的厨房，左手牵上出炉的面包，右手掀开滚烫的蒸笼；

那一年.>>  傻傻的坐在钢琴前，画着我们青春的蝌蚪，在16厘米的回忆中驰骋；
那一年.>>  天空总是那样的的蔚蓝，我们吵吵闹闹，反正闲着也是闲着；

那一年.>>  我们的青春是多么美丽，我至今还记得你在我耳边悄悄说的那句玩笑话；

 

游戏人生，转眼多年。

你的一切，我都还记得。

因为有你，我不孤独。